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Yesterday had been... unpleasant. Or at least troublesome. And yes, eventually Obi-Wan would have to have that conversation with Ahsoka he'd been putting off for some time.
But that would come whenever it came - whenever Ahsoka chose to have it.
Today, Obi-Wan was meditating, the eopies wandering around him, undisturbed. His efforts to refamiliarize himself with the Living Force this past year and a half had been steady, if slow-- but it was easier now, to simply throw his consciousness into the winds and feel the life around himself.
Obi-Wan sat outside his shack, but in truth, on this island, he was everywhere, all at once, and everyone, all at once.
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But that would come whenever it came - whenever Ahsoka chose to have it.
Today, Obi-Wan was meditating, the eopies wandering around him, undisturbed. His efforts to refamiliarize himself with the Living Force this past year and a half had been steady, if slow-- but it was easier now, to simply throw his consciousness into the winds and feel the life around himself.
Obi-Wan sat outside his shack, but in truth, on this island, he was everywhere, all at once, and everyone, all at once.
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Date: 2016-06-26 02:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-06-26 02:57 pm (UTC)What baffled him the most about this place, though, was how badly he wanted to stay, if he was being at all honest with himself. It wasn't home. Nothing would really be that. But there was a sense of belonging that he hadn't felt in years. It was intoxicating in its own right, and it made it difficult to want to run, even though old fears kept telling him that he had to.
He'd been told to run. And so he ran, and he left as much of himself behind as he possibly could, every time.
He paused for a moment, and then offered her a sort of comparison, that this place was strange, but there were things here that rung familiar, the same way the sand and the caves and the family might have, to her. Did she have anything like that, here? Master Kenobi, he supposed. But anything else?
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Date: 2016-06-26 03:10 pm (UTC)The food she found in her small stable every morning.
And the return, every once in an immeasurable ocean of something called time she didn't understand, where she could walk on sand again and feel the sun on her skin. She didn't miss it that much. It was nice, sometimes, to run. But to be unmoored - that was terrifying. Unsafe.
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Date: 2016-06-26 03:18 pm (UTC)He'd been alone. He wasn't quite certain what to do with a herd, these days.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:11 pm (UTC)Obi-Wan reached out for her, offered her a gentle burst of affection in the Force.
Then he brought his consciousness further back into himself, and opened his eyes.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:25 pm (UTC)When he'd become a scared kid separated from the herd, with nothing left to do but run.
He thanked her again, and then he started to lean back, until the line between Caleb and Kanan came back to him, and there was little left for him to do but open his eyes, furrow his brow, and process.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:28 pm (UTC)Eventually, he got back onto his feet, and crossed the small clearing to find Rooh herself, nibbling on some fodder. He patted her gently on the neck.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:44 pm (UTC)He licked his lips, stalling for another moment still while he groped around for words. Habit, more than anything, had brought up a lot of his barriers between himself and the Force, but there was still that little glimmer around the edges of his senses, and he was loathe to shut it out just yet.
"Just like that, huh?"
Like riding a hoverbike.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:46 pm (UTC)Only one person had ever managed, in all of Jedi history.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:57 pm (UTC)He lifted one hand to run through his hair - it stuttered there, caught in the middle an old habit that he'd long since replaced with the new - and wound up stroking his beard, instead.
"Now I'm not sure if I have answers to the questions I came with, or mostly just new questions," he confessed.
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Date: 2016-06-26 04:58 pm (UTC)"Either," he said, "Is a next step, isn't it?"
Sometimes he could still be way too Jedi Master for anyone's good.
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Date: 2016-06-26 05:11 pm (UTC)"I suppose it is, one way or another," he agreed.
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Date: 2016-06-26 05:14 pm (UTC)Obi-Wan strode away from the eopies, towards Kanan.
"And if it does - or does not - you are always welcome here."
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Date: 2016-06-26 05:28 pm (UTC)He would. Definitely. Be prepared, Obi-Wan. You were stuck with him, now.