Kanan hiked one shoulder up in a sort of halfhearted shrug.

"It wasn't so bad, not remembering. There are a lot of things I wouldn't mind forgetting, if I didn't think it could get me killed," he admitted. "It meant I didn't even think to have my usual barriers up, though."

The ones that kept that constant press of the Force at bay. He still didn't quite have it edged out again. It got harder, every time he let it back in.

"And remembering everything again on the Monday..." He frowned. "I suppose I didn't care for that part."

He supposed he didn't care for it enough that he'd tried to get very drunk.